Currently Reading The Witch of Portobello By Paulo Coelho see related

Less than twenty days are left until the end of the school year.

There are so many things left to do, and yet everyone is dreading the day of lasts--the last GA, the last IW card, the last discussion, the last exam day. We never thought that we could make it this far, but now that we have, we don't want to go on.  Noooo, just when I started to get used to being my old, messy, and even farty self in class. It's not fair in a way, but it's just God's way to making us the emotional crammers we are, I guess. Whattasenseofhumor.

I can't really think of anything to write now; I keep on having flashbacks of the Xavier Fair, particularly when Enzo dumped that bucket of coffee on me.  My hair smelled like coffee the whole afternoon... Albeit sticky, I miss the smell nonetheless. Lalalalalalalalalala. I just want to waste time and slack off for a while. My mind has shut down.

I guess I better go now, I have Talaban to take care of, huhuhu.  The darn Flo Rida (haha) "Low" song has been stuck in my head for days now. I don't really understand the lyrics, but I still sing it loud and proud anyway! It's my way of being ghetto. Well, ghetto-ish. Hahahaha, sabaw.

Cheers.

LET GO
Frou Frou

Drink up baby doll
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So, let go,let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can't await
Your own arrival
You've twenty seconds to comply

So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

In the breakdown
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
The breakdown

So amazing here
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

Darn Ultimate X-mas Hat Tournament... My legs still have the weirdest tan ever.

Currently Listening Details By Frou Frou see related

I hope that everyone had a happy holiday.

Yes, it's been ages since I last left a rant/post here on this old and abandoned blog of mine... I don't know. I can't really use the excuse that I've no time on my hands to make an entry, it's just that... there are some memories that I'd rather keep to myself nowadays. Not that I have a lot of bad ones though, but yeah.  It just seems better to remember something important during a whim or random moment instead of having to read your diary or blog. Hm. This must be why I can never write consecutive entries, haha. So, that's life.

Okay. There are only three days left before the New Year, and I'm stuck in my raggedy pambahay clothes, trying to squeeze whatever brain juice I have left over the holidays to work on my Talaban group's Methodology paper. LIFE SUCKS.  Just when I thought that I was finally going to be free of school during my break, this had to happen. I know I'm coming off as the whiny OMG-WTF-WHYYY high school senior, but it doesn't hurt to bum around for a while, right? I know that "senioritis" exists in its many forms within my batchmates (you, yes you), but I don't think I have the guts to pull it off. I don't understand how some of them can just get drunk/stoned/bummed while their senior year passes them by.  Not that I'm a total goody-goody though. I've had my share of fun too, but it's just not the same. I've never been more nervous and stressed in my entire life, especially right now.

Next year isn't just another Starbucks planner or a birthday for me, it's college. *gulp* Well, that's if I get into a college. I pray that DLSU, AdMU, and UP grant me their mercy. I don't know why, but lately I've been reading some blogs of former Povedans (OMG stalker much?), and they've been pretty much saying the same things then as I am now. Oooh, school sucks, IW is a pain in the arse, yaddayadda.  But in the end, they all end up saying the same thing right after graduation - it was fun after all. Though I seriously can't imagine myself saying that now. I think. Hopefully, I can think the same way too. After all the sleepless nights staring at the ceiling in the wee hours of the morning, I hope I could think the same way too.

Argh, now that I'm fast-forwarding to candlelight, graduation, ball, and the murky future that is college, I feel all senti now. Haha.  I will really, really, miss everyone when the time for batch 2008 is over. Even the people that I hardly got the chance to talk to. After spending almost 14 years of my life in that little pink school near Galleria, I can't imagine anything other than that as of now... Gah, senti-ness. The only thing I can say now before I get back to my Talaban paper is... BRING IT ON 2008!  I hope everyone has a banging New Year! (Minus the firecracker-induced injuries though, haha)

Cheers.

I wish we had the chance to catch up before you had to leave...

Bye Mikey.